Absolutely Disgusting.

Somebody pull me,kick me,punch me.

Wake me up please.

My mind is blank now,

cant think,

cant feel.

Just staring at the computer screen.

I think i've let it out on my tumblr. This feeling that im feeling is choking me, and tears is going to rain before i sleep. I cant wait for things to change naturally. Winners dont wait. I should start by now. By now.

My head is tired,i think i strained it too much from thinking about the stress,about what time i should stay in home. Who should i go to,i seriously dont like asking teachers for help. Its not me. So, teachers are out. So im thinking which friend should i go to.

Should i buy assesment book or should i just use the materials that i already have like the school textbook and keep practicing. Just thinking about this, makes my head hurts. I guess i should rest for a while.

Baby's not replying my text. Im getting worried. Tomorrow is his birthday, and our 10th month. But i prioritize his birthday,cause i find birthday;s important.

I wonder what his doing.