Can you hear my heartbeat? It beats for you.

Today is 29 january 2011.

I and my boyfriend had a sorta cat fight, thats what i called it.

Funny but tense, scary and difficult.

Two difficult person, trying to solve a sticky situation. One,who dont know what wrong has he done, and the other, doesnt know how to talk it out.

These couple are very good at sarcasm,i think. Im good at it, right?

And both of them are very good fire starters, if u knw what i mean. Its okay,i know what i mean then everything is fine. (I cant believe im talking to myself... sheesh.)

Well i think the problem lies with the girl cause, she really... tak boleh tahan, i dont know how her bf tahan her for one freaking year seh.

Cause this girl, doesn't know how to talk about her feelings, and she claims that it's always wasting her time and her energy and shes lazy to talk it out.

And the other hand, the guy is too nice. Which is good actually but, bad girl doesn't want to hurt the nice guy xD

I MAKE MYSELF SOUND SO EVIL >:(

Anyway back to reality. What am i anyway?

Im just a sixteen year old girl trying to excel in her studies and at the same enjoy as much as possible.

Well let me tell u my dreams alright, my likely impossbile dream :

1. I wanna get straight Bs for a start at least.
2. I want money, so that i can buy what i want and buy stuffs for my boyfriend.
3. I want to be matured.
4. I want a car license at the age of 19 latest and own one at the age of 20-25
5. I want to cut my hair short and dye it in a colour that no one will dare to
6. Repent.

Yeah, that is my dreams, my aiyah! I dont know how to say lah, so hard to say ><

Time is short, i love my boyfriend a lot actually. Maybe my face always shows the "I dont love you" face but actually i really do love him.

And when i dont know what to say, i will spout nonsense and i will paisey myself which is very, embarassing u knw?

So today actually, i wasnt quite happy that he dont allow me to go jln2 by my own.

I kinda rebel. And refused to say anything. So it all started with meeeeee(:

The End.