Nature,

Not being able to tell to others whats the problem, its just me.

Its very,very hard.

Sorry i cant.

I know you did all of that because you want me to focus on my N Level. I love you as equally as u do, but even my mother dont control me as much as u did.

Don't blame me if one day i hung up the phone on you, cause thats when i cant take you anymore.

THE FUCK.

I KNOW HOW TO MANAGE MY TIME. IM 15 AND 11 MONTHS OLD. WHATS THE MATTER WITH YOU? LET ME MANAGE MY TIME AND IF ANYTHING GOES WRONG, IT WILL BE MY FAULT.

SO MY FAULTS WONT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU. I DONT WANT YOU TO BE BLAME FOR ANYTHING. CAUSE WHATEVER HAPPENS, ALL THE PEOPLE WILL BLAME ME. NOT YOU. FUCK. FUCK IT.

I dont want to curse u,i try so hard not to...

Sorry..

I cuss all the time when im angry, but just one word. Fuck.

Thats all. Not more.

Just, Fuck.

The Fuck.